birthday :) Looks like yesterday I had my bday party with crazy Spanish,

Italian and other international friends. I really want spring to come as

soon as possible, again, it’s raining here and the weather is very

changeable… today I got back home with a cold I think, not sure,

but my nose isn’t in a very best condition :))) Anyway, last time I had cold

was like what? two weeks ago??? noooo, this time I ain’t giving up.

Yesterday I went to a friend’s course mate’s short film premier. It was

quite interesting to watch different work, evaluate it and maybe get

inspired. Oh, except one thing, which happened to me ( it could ONLY happen

to me :DD ), but nevertheless all day was great :))

Here’s a nice song to keep your mood in good condition>>

Thursday was a day off in Lithuania. And this is how I started my long weekend.

First, Milena finally introduced me with her new boyfriend. At last I met him.

She was starting to be a little bit angry with me, ’cause I’m her best friend and

I think I was the only one important person left, who haven’t met her date

yet. Shame on me, I know… But she knows, all those days, weeks and months(?)

I was quite busy with something it was really hard to catch me. Nevertheless,

we met some friends and had a great time.

At first, he was quite shy(?) but eventually I broke the ice and everything went

well. She looked very happy and as long as she is happy with him, I’m happy

for her too, hopefully it will remain the same way :))

Too bad, yesterday he left the country because of his Erasmus project for five

months I’m guessing, so some girls and I took Milena out, just to not be stressed

depressed or whatever. Anyway, I think I’ll stay off the party hook for a while

( pretty tough the last one was hahah ), my birthday is coming soon and I

want it to be special ( what a pretty numbers are coming!! ), so I want to plan

something unique maybe and probably I’ll need to spend like all my monthly

salary if I want to get something really good, eh…. Expensive times, really

expensive times here.. as always, we are expecting for some changes each

year, who knows maybe one day the government will actually change some

things for a good. Guess that’s it for today, I’ll drop a few film reviews later.

Going to watch one now. Goodnight xx

I bet everyone has one :) Let the all days be full of love and peace. Share

your love because it inspires people… Happy 14th!

Today I was going to do some stuff in the city and I started to noticing

all these girls and women(!) around me… I was slightly shocked and

bit disappointed of our Lithuanian girls taste while going through the

streets and seeing it…. and i left a note for myself: never ever let my

daughter to fall like that… why sooo much make up on casual day???

that’s why foreign men come here for ”beautiful ladies” = sluts(?). For example,

a lot of Erasmus people answer to my question ( in particular even yesterday ),

why did they pick Lithuania as a year abroad ( when they can pick better

countries ) and they go with: Lithuanian ladies are very beautiful… Ohhhh,

come ooooon, a year for free sex???? brrr..

I mean… you should eat make up so you can try and be pretty form the

inside :)))) Let’s just try not to look cheap, we are BETTER than that, aren’t we?:)

I really don’t like when my foreign erasmus friends think like that, there is

one big difference between being sexy and slutty, right?

When I first came to UK, I understood why it is very difficult for guys there

to get a normal girl. No offense, but british girls looked very cheap

( well, not all of them but most of them , not speaking about London ),

they are acting quite stupid and I don’t even speak about their drinking..

I thought that Lithuanians are they better, more mature, elegant, natural..

but recently I started to notice that we aren’t that different… Looks like in

former times we weren’t like that. In summer weekend I was in Stockholm,

Sweden girls are very beautiful, elegant and loves fashion. They do everything

with a taste, I wish we could do the same here. And Swedish boys.. worth

a sin I must admit :))))) Very trendy and bea-u-ti-ful :)

the place there I want to be right now :)

here :) everything’s done with taste. Love the idea..

hate the cold as much as I?? It’s so

annoying, you can’t even go out

properly, you must put like a half of

a wardrobe on yourself to feel free

to go outside. Anyway, Friday was the

last day when my friend stayed in

Lithuania.. On Saturday evening she was

boarding… Sad, but what can you do? All you can do is just warm yourself

with a bunch of good memories till the next time, right? :))

Yesterday I was visiting my other best friend ( when the guests are gone

my place looks like there are too much space hahah, so I wanted to be a

guests for a moment :))) ) and this morning we were talking about future,

plans and other stuff and I realized.. that…  if I won’t become a good

director or visual artist or artist in general… I will be a motivational

speaker ( by all means ). Really, I mean, it’s quite related, inspirational,

interesting… media, communications other stuff… it’s quite a hard work

and it involves a lot of creativity and thinking. Just recently I realized

how many people are saying that I am good at it (even my mom), and

they really seem to be enjoying it. Many people ask for my advice and I

tell them what I consider might be better, strange but it works for them.

I was surprised, when my friend told me that I am giving advices and

listening to people the same way as a lot of volunteers do to help

kids and teenagers on the anonymous phone line, it  looks for her that I

finished all those special trainings and stuff like she did ( she works

there). So, just today I really thought about this idea… In some way, I find

it interesting, to inspire people, to spread ideas.. I have some of my favorite

motivational speakers, especially one guy, who I noticed first on his

youtube channel. Anyways, tomorrow is Mondayyyyyyy, aww it would be

all ok if there weren’t any cold weather! -19C!! Can you imagine… last night

was about -30! Are we living in Siberia or what? Hopefully there will be

a warmer weather this week… I have to study… and worrrrkkk… today

not much from me as a girl, who can inspire people hahaha :D I’m a lazy

bone after my days off :)

Ok, probably going to watch some The Office episodes.. talking about that,

this is me, the way I feel about Mondays, take a look, funny hihi :))))) >>>

Goodnight!

What a day! It’s soooo cold recently here in LT… woow! I didn’t feel such

a cold for ages! This cold is starting to annoy me, there are moments

when I just want to buy first ticket to Spain and fly away from here

to visit my friends and be in a warmer place!!! Too bad, I can’t, well

for now :) Today I went to some shops, as from September I am ”trying”

to fill my place with some new things, I thought maybe I will find

something beautiful and useful. While my friend was searching for some

kind of box for her laundry, I accidentally saw little shelves. As we don’t

have IKEA here ( where you can find some nice and crazy furniture for

a reasonable price, you know all Americans are going crazy for those ) I

thought those are quite good and cute. Also, the price is not that big, I mean

as for me - poor working student girl - is really ok :D and as I am looking

something just for now, nothing really serious like ’student-artist-loft’ kinda

design thing…. I got pretty interested in those. As my room is full of those nice

drawers-boxes already.

Only one thing, my walls are blue and yellow… maybe I could paint them

because there aren’t any colors, which I would like to

I don’t know… Anyway, it’s just a thought, but today I decided to look more

everywhere and in my free time to search some nice things, it’s quite interesting

to create your own interior :)) Recently, I am full of ideas… ANY kind , some of

them are crazy but… I really looking forward to make them happen someday!

Oh, and I bought some weights ( they were so cute too.. in a color of cherry ) :DD

yeah… I I will need to search more kg later but at least I will have those two for

now :D As I quit my gym like two months ago because of a lack of time ( work,

stuff, studies too! ) I really missed working out. I mean not just yoga but working

out, so… hopefully I will be able to find more time at home :)

That’s all for today. I mentioned ideas, tomorrow I’m going to google if there

are any of parkour groups or trainings here in Lithuania. What? I just wanna

try new things, interesting ones :D  (fingers crossed).

Goodnight, Internet!

03:04am

Hi, my worldwide diary! What’s up? Anything new? Last week passed through

so quickly for me. I got cold, so I was kinda trying to heel myself as

soon as possible because I have a lot of things to do ( actually I’m still

drinking hot tea just to get over it !! ). I feel little bit tired, yesterday my sis

stayed at my place, we went to sleep like 6 in the morning, got up at 11(!)…

and as some people might know - I like to sleep a proper amount of

time :))) ( let’s say it like that ). We’ve done some things today, so I’m just

chilling now, starting to feel my actual state - being tired :))

Yesterday we met one student, who came to visit Lithuania. He’s from

Manchester (UK). As I remember he’s 23 and yet he traveled 41 country! It’s

amazing, right? Lithuania was on his list too. He was in such a places like New

Zealand or Australia. I gave him a question: if you are a student, where did you

get money for your far away travels? He said that he plays in local pubs and

gets some money, he saves them and when… travels. After the final year,

he’s moving to USA for two years to work.. after that - Canada.. and

Masters degree. It was very interesting to chat with him, he promised

that he will send us a postcard form England. :)

I mean such a people like him always inspired me, traveling, being

interested in a lot of different things… it always gives me one good KICK to

do stuff, to travel, damn, the world is so big and we need to see at least

1/3 of it! It’s so beautiful :) You WON’T earn all the world’s money anyway,

so what’s the point spending them on stupid stuff… journeys give you much

more… much more!

This evening I made one Lithuanian cake called ”Tinginys” , I don’t know how

it is called in English but it is related with laziness, maybe that’s because it is

very easy to make ( and quickly ). So, I am sharing recipe for foreign people,

who may read this someday ;) All you have to do is melt some butter

( depends on how much cake do you want to make. So, for example it could

be about 150g of butter, when you add the same amount of condensed milk

and cacao ( depending on your taste ). When everything melts, turn the stove

off and put the biscuits, so all that mass becomes quite thick. Make the shape

( better to stuff all that mass in some kind of polyethylene bag ).. place it

n the fridge…wait for some hours and…  you are done :)

Oh… and today was very cold :) Labanakt.

almost all day long :)

Tonight my friends and I am going to attend one intellectual game called ”Protmusis” :P

I’m going to kick some ass hahah it’ll be quite interesting I think. I wanna see how smart

and clever I am :)))) With those good vibes I’m gonna go, bye! >>

something, change it. If you don’t like your job, quit. If you don’t have

enough time, stop watching TV. If you are looking for the love of your

life, stop; they will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over analyzing, life is simple. All emotions are beautiful. When you eat,

appreciate every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things

and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see

what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel

often; getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come

once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you

create with them so go out and start creating. Life is short. LIVE YOUR DREAM,

and wear YOUR PASSION.